Tuesday, May 24, 2005

Excerpt:

Some people want diamond rings

Some just want everything

But everything means nothing

If I ain't got you

Friday, May 20, 2005

Thought

Thinking of you has become such a habit...
Crying for you has become a routine...
Hoping to have you has become impossible...
Missing you is all i can do...

Monday, May 16, 2005

Why Is It Coming Back To Me Now?

Why do I feel the sudden heartache? Where is it coming from? Why is it coming back again? Why does it like to haunt me so much?

It makes me sad... It makes me pain... It makes me cry...

Oh yes. It's May. May. I should love this month, but...

I'll never be able to forget the pain and hurt I experienced in May, even though it was years ago.

Sunday, May 15, 2005

What Is Love???

Love... Juz wat is love? How powerful is it, that it makes people laugh, yet it makes people cry too. Makes people love, yet hate too.

When I realised that I was in love with you, the feeling was so wonderful. My heart missed a beat when I got to see you, but it's a sad and blue day when I couldn't see you. I started losing control over my feelings, especially towards you. Everywhere I went, everything I did, I just wished that you were with me. My feelings for you was so deep that I started telling people how much I love you.

One fine day, I gathered all my courage and confessed my love for you. Butyour answer was too great a blow for me to take it. I broke down, wondering what to do. From then on, every where I went, every guy I saw, seemed to be your shadow. Its like seeing you.

Every night, I had to cry myself to sleep, hoping the next day would be a better day. But each day passed by being the same. I still miss you, I still love you. It's a feeling that's been in my heart for so long that it became part of it. There's no way I can forget you at all.

I love you, for giving me such a wonderful feeling, but yet I hate you too, for making me feel so miserable. Part of me wished to meet you, yet the other part of me was scared to see you.

Love makes people feel confuse. Happy and sad, love and hate. People's feelings at both extreme ends. But one thing for sure is that, once you're in love with this person, no matter what is the outcome, you will never be able to forget him/her. When you think of him/her, your heart will flicker, but yet those pain will be back too. Juz what is love???

Monday, May 09, 2005

My Quote #1

toothache hurts...headache hurts...wound hurts...
but these are nothing compared to the hurt and pain you gave mi...